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Heart Cracked Open Wide

by Cynthia Marchant

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heart cracked open wide words and music copyright 2020 Cynthia Marchant I came of age down in the Crescent City Ramos gin fizz breakfast in the eighty's The summertime was downright gritty Dixieland surely had its way with me -until - I set out packed everything I owned in my little red beetle sweet sunroof ride heading west toward the sun sinking like a stone driving to the beat of Earl King and my own heart cracked open wide my bike on the back and a good rough plan speeding like the devil such attitude I broke it off I left my old man I said goodbye Carrolton Avenue - and - I set out packed everything I owned in my little red beetle sweet sunroof ride heading west toward the sun sinking like a stone driving to the beat of Earl King and my own heart cracked open wide and I came across forks and winding roads pulled over to sleep at the Grand Canyon had chance offers to take off a load feeling free like I'd be forever young -when - I set out packed everything I owned in my little red beetle sweet sunroof ride heading west toward the sun sinking like a stone driving to the beat of Earl King and my own heart cracked open wide
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Crusing 03:15
cruising words and music copyright 2020, Cynthia Marchant in that 67 GTO speeding down the river road those hairpin turns and tires that burn living was easy on the edge of living no turning back and no forgiving we were broke not broken drinking jack tires smoking never ending summer nights somewhere between wrong and right on the levy under landing planes so close taking breath away Venus and Mars under the stars living was easy on the edge of living there was no turning back and no forgiving we were broke not broken drinking jack Tires smoking never ending summer nights somewhere between wrong and right some memories fade but it feels like yesterday through the streets of Little Rock once or twice around the block we were cruising with the Dead and Bad Company Bobby, Jeannie, Ricky and me we were broke not broken drinking jack Tires smoking never ending summer nights somewhere between wrong and right
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All the Roads Words and music copyright 2020, Cynthia Marchant the hum of the highway hypnotizes me as memories and windswept clouds drift by like dreams and I'm pretty sure that while we like to lay things out to know the truth it isn't always as it seems and we talk of pulling wool blankets out of closets we talk of the cold months up ahead silence comes down like a curtain aged and well worn on the window kept open by our summer bed when I think about the life I've led while it's true I have regrets I'm thankful all the roads led me here to you geese form patterns in the sky as south they fly for weather you and I love extreme seasons a patchwork countryside farms, woods, rusted cars miles and miles of gently rolling reasons there's a vagueness in the way we talk of the future a comfort in living day to day and I wonder and I sometimes ask what you're thinking and I'm always surprised by what you say when I think about the life I've led while it's true I have regrets I'm thankful all the roads led me here to you and when I leave here tomorrow leave you in my sorrow we found joy in true love I know it's hard to find I will have joy in this heart as I leave you behind and when I think about the life I've led while it's true I've had regrets I'm thankful all the roads led me to
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Switching Gears and lanes words and music copyright Cynthia Marchant, 2020 in these good old years if love is letting go it's nice to meet you here on the open road switching gears and lanes you take my breath away like the wind in our face you take me to that place we'll let the world pass us by going nowhere for a time with these racing hearts riding in the slow lane and if we drift apart we won't be the same switching gears and lanes you take my breath away like the wind in our face you take me to that place we'll let the world pass us by going nowhere for a time ending a long ride and if I'm feeling light washing the road dirt dried things are good and right and someday down a lonely road somewhere you'll think of me wish I was there someday but I'll be on the freeway feeling free the only thing we'll share are the skies we see someday switching gears and lanes you take my breath away like the wind in our face you take me to that place we'll let the world pass us by going nowhere for a time
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Ima 03:56
Ima words and music copyright 2020, Cynthia Marchant I got the news today Ima died I knew her in my younger life I found myself thinking of times those special times winding country hours and many miles she welcomed us with hugs and smiles and southern food for comforting so comforting cornbread, chicken, fresh garden tomatoes rich brown gravy and mashed potatoes - mashed potatoes vista views and the peace of the deep woods - deep woods did a body and a mind so good her husband crafted wooden push ducks did funny tricks like losing thumbs her sister Geri was always there always right there I just had two pairs of holey jeans she sat hours at her sewing machine fingers bent but she never complained never complained on the clothesline soft, well worn sheets flapping in the gentle summer breeze for me it was security cornbread, chicken, fresh garden tomatoes Rich brown gravy and mashed potatoes- mashed potatoes vista views and the peace of the deep woods- deep woods did a body and a mind so good She sat next to me when daddy died she patted my hand as I cried soft and gentle and full of hope always of hope she told me he had changed his name from Joseph Wiley to John Wayne J.W. that was my dad cornbread, chicken, fresh garden tomatoes rich brown gravy and mashed potatoes- mashed potatoes vista views and the peace of the deep woods- deep woods did a body and a mind so good cornbread, chicken, fresh garden tomatoes rich brown gravy and mashed potatoes- mashed potatoes vista views and the peace of the deep woods- deep woods did a body and a mind so good
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Lone Star Loners Words and Music copyright Cynthia Marchant 2020 On my way to Austin I came up through San Antone Stopped in all the bars I thought you might call home I looked in all the dark corner booths thinking you'd be in a mood sitting with a lone star the loner that you are you'd be peeling labels naked bottles tiny strips lined up like solders writing napkin lyrics deep in thought that's how I envision I'll find you I am driven world turning as thoughts spin dream catcher in the wind we're just two loners maybe that's our fate Lone star loners in a lonely state I like to imagine you and I will meet again a sweet fairy tale I sometimes entertain I can take back things I've done and said I can get out of this head get back into your heart we can share a star chart we're just two loners maybe that's our fate Lone star loners in a lonely state
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Flora Mae 02:00
Flora Mae words and music copyright 2020, Cynthia Marchant on the dark side of a mood with no one to turn to chaotic solitude and light from the full moon there was a path with no turning back when I try to understand the theories are quite grand a search for promised land an impulse one not planned no going on to another dawn I never knew her well it's true through all the shades of blue she was a quiet one and I was on the run that full moon night she went to the light to the light
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Whisper 03:45
Whisper words and music copyright Cynthia Marchant, 2020 in the city of bridges where the rivers meet that half smile you wear sweeps me off my feet sitting under a streetlight you are so hard to resist your voice is honey on a night like this whisper something make it a love song with a sweet melody between the two of us perfect harmony whisper sweet somethings to me if there is an order and if it is divine then we are meeting at the perfect time in the season of love me my pocket full of dreams and you with your strong sensibilities whisper something make it a love song with a sweet melody between the two of us perfect harmony whisper sweet nothings to me and if we cross a bridge get to higher ground that's where you and I can hang around whisper something make it a love song with a sweet melody between the two of us perfect harmony whisper sweet somethings to me whisper sweet somethings to me
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Missing you 04:11
missing you words and music copyright 2020, Cynthia Marchant you dropped me a line from somewhere out of the blue surprised I didn't see you I've been out there, too I've been high on life I've been crazy and sane you've been thinking 'bout me you wonder if I have changed there is a half moon shining down until the sun comes back around there are so many shades of blue there really is no single truth we are connected by a thread heart to heart and heart to head you've been high and low and now you want to get lost south of any border I have been across you rise above feelings now before you leave and your showing up here to see if you can come clean there is a half moon shining down until the sun comes back around there are so many shades of blue there really is no single truth we are connected by a thread heart to heart and heart to head passing to the north, a rain missing you now on a southbound train there is a half moon shining down until the sun comes back around there are so many shades of blue there really is no single truth we are connected by a thread heart to heart and heart to head we are connected by a thread heart to heart and heart to head heart to heart and heart to head
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Thoughts of you Words and music copyright Cynthia Marchant, 2020 after the blizzard in the silence of the snow I hear crunching footsteps they are my own oak tree hangs onto it's leaves now dead and brown much like I hold on to thoughts of you that hang around thoughts of you drift like snow aimlessly circling in the winds that blow the sun it comes up on another day alone I go through the motion to make this home the sun going down so many memories with me here tucked in between these soft fresh laundered sheets thoughts of you drift like snow aimlessly circling in the winds that blow these thoughts of you are growing old they are dying thoughts of you drift like snow aimlessly circling in the winds that blow these thoughts of you are growing old they are dying
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the house on Garden Street words and music copyright Cynthia Marchant, 2020 across a one lane bridge at the end of garden street a little white house with a swinging porch seat overlooking crossroads sipping sweet tea watching hummingbirds come up to feed pot belly stove stood warm in the kitchen a pot on the stove and a pan in the oven music on the kitchen radio dance and listen granddad's cooking feeding neighbors and cousins we always had an open front door we were rich to be poor my happy world drifting by on Garden street that porch so high I can't go back it's not the same but I still go down memory lane to a lifetime of sweet memories on Garden Street on lazy summer days welcoming soft falling rains cooling and cleaning things soft falling rains pattering on the roof and window pane hypnotizing me time was a gift after rain late-day sunbeams like spotlights loomed lighting up the settling trails of fairy dust shining on walls flowered paper every room stirring up the feelings of love and of trust we always had an open front door we were rich to be poor my happy world drifting by on Garden street that porch so high I can't go back it's not the same but I still go down memory lane to a lifetime of sweet memories on Garden Street A lifetime of sweet memories on Garden Street

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Memories and imaginations rise out of a deeply southern upbringing.

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released December 27, 2020

All songs written by Cynthia Marchant
Produced by Steve Dawson at Kernel Sound Emporium.

Thanks to friends, teachers, and family who have inspired, helped and encouraged along the way, you know who you are! Thanks to the Old Town School of Music and the Chicago community of musicians, with special thanks to:
Nancy Burke for harmonies on 5
Diane Christiansen for harmonies on 1 and 9
Colby Maddox for mandolin on 3, and fiddle on 11
Alton Smith for accordion on 1, 5, electric piano on 6,9 and organ on 9

Cynthia Marchant on acoustic guitar
Steve Dawson all other instruments

Mastered by Blaise Barton at JoyRide Studio.
Front cover photo by Sandra Arriaga.
Graphic design by Cynthia Marchant.

www.CynthiaMarchant.com
Copyright 2020 Cynthia Marchant. All rights reserved.

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Cynthia Marchant Chicago, Illinois

Cynthia's music rises from southern roots and life's many ups and downs, with inspiration from childhood memories; love lost, found and imagined; dreams and journeys of body and spirit. Her smoky, hypnotic voice embraces a depth of emotion, and the evocative, gritty songs weave stories that are haunting and deeply reflective.

Photos by Cynthia.

Black and white photo of artist by Cheryl Bennett.
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